Part 33
“Hum theek
nahi he,” Khushi complained. “Not since the day I met you.” She buried her face
in her hands. “You have plagued me like a disease, abused me, followed me, showered
me with unwanted gifts and now...” Tears fell from her eyes down her cheeks.
“Khushi,”
he tried to comfort her. He reached for her hand, but she moved her face away.
“You Pappi
Singh Raizada!” she wept. “Giving me pappis and jhappis whenever we meet.” The
citrusy scent of his aftershave swirled around her.
“Khushi,
don’t cry,” he pleaded.
Khushi
looked up at his pale face with wild and wet eyes.
“Khushi, I
need to talk to you, explain...” he began.
“Is this
the way you explain? By kissing me? And that too on my hont?” she rubbed her
fingers against the sensitive curves that were pink from his arduous attentions. "Aap ko pata he, no one has ever kissed me on my hont."
She tried to stand up and then her ankle reminded her that it was hurt.
“Aaaa...”
she screeched, falling back in to her chair.
“Let me,”
he began, reaching for her leg.
Khushi
pushed at his shoulders. “Go away. I don’t need your help. I will manage even
if I have to crawl to Laxmi Nagar.”
“Khushi,
your ankle will start swelling soon. Let me see to it,” he tried to persuade
her to see reason.
Khushi
looked doubtfully at her ankle. Would it swell up to suit him?
Arnav took
the chance offered by her preoccupation and quickly took hold of her foot,
placing his palm against her sole.
She
shivered. “Kya kar rahein ho aap?” she asked.
“Thoda dard
hoga,” he warned her softly. Then he quickly caught hold of her foot and twisted
it.
“Aaaa...”
Khushi cried. She pushed at his shoulder. “You Cruel Singh Raizada! It hurts.”
He twisted
her foot again, his eyes tormented but determined.
Khushi let
her fingers claw at his shoulder, transferring some of the agony to him. She
bit her lower lip to stop herself from screaming. She shut her eyes tight. A
couple of tears leaked out and ran down her alabaster cheeks.
She felt
something soft touch her cheek.
Her eyes
flew open.
His finger
was drying her cheek.
She moved
back in her chair.
“Put your
foot on the ground and apply weight on it, Khushi,” he instructed.
Khushi
obeyed him unwillingly. Her eyes flew open and she stared at him slack-jawed. “Yeh
kaisa jaadu he?’ she asked. “It doesn’t hurt anymore,” she exclaimed.
Arnav drew
in a deep breath of relief. Before Khushi lost her wonder and went back to
animosity, he quickly spoke. “Khushi, do you really think that I proposed
because I feel guilty for abusing you?” he asked, his serious eyes on hers.
She looked
down at him, her eyes troubled. Then she nodded jerkily.
Arnav
sighed. What had his anger and his impetuousness led him to? He had gone about
this backwards. He should have started with telling Khushi of his love for her
and then gone about buying her gifts. The only excuse he could find was that he
was doing this for the first time.
“Khushi, I
am sorry for accusing you of everything under the sun. Very, very sorry for thinking
you immoral. I am ashamed of myself for misbehaving with you. Please, please
believe me, Khushi,” he pleaded, still on his knees before her.
Khushi
nodded.
“But that
has nothing to do with my proposal. I want to marry you. I want to spend my
life with you. I cannot imagine spending my time with any other woman than you,”
he insisted.
Khushi
stared at him. Was he Talli Singh Raizada? He really wanted to marry Buaji’s
Sanka Devi?
“Di has
gone to live with Jiju in his house. You can live in Shantivan without the
cloud of the past over us,” he reassured her.
“Why do you
want to marry me? I am an orphan. I work in Shyamji’s office. I am poor
and...and...sanki,” she confessed. “Even my Buaji was surprised that you wanted
to marry me. She couldn’t think what had made you propose to me.”
“I love
you, Khushi,” he admitted, the words sliding naturally and painlessly out of
his mouth. “Nothing else matters.”
Khushi’s
mouth fell open. Love? When? What? Where? How?
“I never
dreamed that I would fall in love one day, never knew that something called
love existed. I had the greatest contempt for love and marriage, for men who
fell for a girl’s looks or her smile.” He shook his head in amusement. “And I
fell in love with a girl who wanted nothing of me.”
Khushi
stared at him as though he were some exotic specimen.
“And I don’t
go around offering to buy girls. You are the first and the last, Khushi. I was
desperate to get you away from Jiju and in my hold that I...” he sighed. “I am
sorry.”
Khushi
nodded.
“Khushi,
will you marry me?” he asked again.
She looked
at him with troubled eyes.
“What if
you regret it?” she asked. “What if I regret it?”
Arnav took
hold of her hand. “We have to take that risk. I have come to understand that there
are no guarantees in a marriage.”
“I never...”
she paused. “I never thought I would meet a man like you or spend my days
running away from you.” She leaned back in her chair, tired. “I don’t know what
love is. Pehle kabhi kiya nahi,” she admitted. “And I am scared. Very scared.”
“Khushi, there
is no hurry,” he soothed her. “Do you hate me?” he asked her, his molten eyes
seeking hers.
Khushi
shook her head in the negative. She had crossed their initial phase of distrust.
And what was the use of lying?
“Then let
me woo you. At the end of, say a month, you can decide where you want to go
with this,” he suggested.
“Two
months,” she demanded.
“Two
months,” he gave in without a second’s thought. It was a miracle that she was
willing to give him a chance.
“But no
pappi,” she stated.
“Not even a
single one?” he asked, disappointed.
“No,” she
was definite. “Your pappis make me forget where I am.”
Arnav hid
his smile. “As you wish. I will kiss you only when you ask me to.”
Khushi
frowned. Knowing him there must be some loophole in his docile agreement.
Cunning Singh Raizada was slier than a fox.
“I have to
leave now, Khushi,” he murmured regretfully with a glance at the old clock on
the wall. He stood up and helped her stand up.
“Can you
walk?” he asked, holding her hand.
Khushi
walked a couple of steps as an experiment. “It doesn’t hurt,” she said
relieved.
“Bye,” he
murmured.
“Bye,” she
said.
He lifted
her hand to his lips for a quick kiss.
Khushi
gasped. “This is Ramanchi. You said no pappi till I asked for one.”
“A kiss on
your hand is not a pappi,” he clarified.
She glared
at him.
He quickly
turned her hand, pressed his lips to her palm and left the room.
Khushi
sagged in to the nearest chair. Would she have to spend two months getting
kisses that were not pappis from Rowdy Singh Raizada? Hey Devi Maiyya! How would she control the dhak dhaks of her heart?







