OS: 6 An
Unwanted Wife
Arnav Singh
Raizada clenched his fists in anger as he watched his Di and Mami lead the
brides up the steps to their respective bedrooms.
“The
weddings are finally done. Thank God, everything went off well, Amma,” Mama
told Nani.
“Devi Maiyya
is very kind to us, Manohar. If Manorama had not had a tiff with you and packed
her bags and gone to Lucknow, she would have never met her old school friend,
Garimaji and we would have never seen Payaliyya and Khussi bitiyya,” Nani said
smiling. “And today my grandsons would not be married to them.”
Akash
blushed. Arnav’s face too grew red, but with fury, not bashfulness. He turned
and walked away towards his room, his jaw clenched lest he say his mind to a
Nani who had left her sick bed only a week back.
“Chotey,
wait a while. Anjali bitiyya must be helping Khussi bitiyya settle down in your
room,” Nani smiled as though she could not feel the waves of fury emanating
from her grandson.
He bit his
tongue and strode up to his room. His phone rang. Aman.
“Yes,” he
bit out.
“Sir, I
have arranged a breakfast meeting at eight with Mehra at The Horizon,” Aman
said.
“Fine,” ASR
stated.
“I will get
the documents ready, Sir. When should I meet you?” Aman asked.
“Six. At
the office,” ASR said shortly.
“Yes, Sir,”
Aman, used to ASR’s weird working hours, displayed no shock.
ASR cut the
call and pushed the doors of his bedroom open.
“Chotey!”
Anjali exclaimed. “I was about to call you,” she said, her voice faltering
slightly at the rage on his face.
He held the
door open for her to leave.
She turned to look at Khushi sitting on the
bed beneath a canopy of flowers, her head and face covered by a rich red
dupatta, waiting for her bridegroom to lift her ghoonghat. Anjali swallowed
hard. Nani, Mami and she had tricked Chotey in to the marriage. The tricking
part had been easy. The difficult part was getting Chotey to accept his bride.
Poor Khushiji.
She stole a look at Chotey’s eyes. They were
burning with anger and contempt. She left the room, hearing the door shut with
a bang behind her.
She winced.
ASR looked
at the figure waiting for him, his insides burning with indignation.
When Nani
had presented Khushi’s photo to him, he had thrown it across the table unseen
and told her in no uncertain terms that he had no intenton of marrying anyone.
She, Di and
Mami had tried to persuade him to reconsider his decision.
He had told them that he had no faith in love
and marriage, especially after witnessing the hell his parents’ marriage had
been.
They had cried, they had pleaded, they had
threatened, they had cajoled, but he had held firm.
One day,
after a tiring day at work, he had returned home to be attacked by the ladies.
He had lost his temper and had packed his bags to leave the house. As he had
walked down the steps, bag in hand, Nani had collapsed on the floor.
Then had
followed a week’s hospitalisation even though the doctors had not been able to
find anything seriously wrong with her except old age and general weakness. In
those hours of acute worry and guilt, Nani had forced him to agree to the
marriage.
He had given in with little grace, flying to Lucknow at the last
minute and marrying the girl unseen.
ASR looked
at the girl waiting for him, feeling terribly put upon, vexed, piqued. He
looked away, irked beyond his control, angry at fate and his family.
“Arnavji,”
the girl called from beneath the dupatta.
He jerked
to look at her. What the!
“Arnavji,
can you please lift my ghoonghat?” she pleaded, her voice sweet and pleasing.
He stared
at her as though his eyes could pierce through the veil.
“Buaji and
Amma said that I should not anger or irritate you. I am sorry, but can you
please lift the ghoonghat? I am terribly thirsty. We have been travelling all
day,” she apologised even as she made the request.
His anger
abated somewhat. Khushi was not to be blamed. She was as much a victim as he
was.
Almost
without his volition, he moved towards the bed and parted the sweet-smelling
curtain with his hands. He sat down by her and lifted the dupatta covering her
face.
His breath stopped.
She was
beautiful, beyond beautiful. Her eyes were hazel, her skin creamy, her features
fine. The gold ornaments with rubies and emeralds made her glow.
She smiled
at him. “Shukriya,” she said.
ASR could
only stare at her.
She lifted
hands laden with gold and glass bangles and pushed her dupatta back off her
head and on to the bed.
He drew in
a deep breath.
Long hair
in a single plait, adorned with jasmine flowers. Maang tikka, heavy necklace,
hanging earrings...
She shifted
to the edge of the bed and stood up.
His breath
left his body.
Short red
choli. Red and green lehenga. A thin gold waist chain hanging around a
beautifully-shaped waist. His eyes ran up and down her well-formed figure,
feeling as though they had come across some miracle, some rare sight...as
though she had been crafted for him, moulded, sculpted to erode his defences,
born for him.
He watched
her walk to the cabinet near the mirror, lift the jug, pour water in to a glass
and drink it. The sound of glass bangles filled his ears.
“Shall I
pour out a glass for you?’ she asked.
He shook
his head, not really cognisant of what he was agreeing to.
She brought
him a glass of water and held it out.
He lifted a
hand and took the glass from her, his fingers touching the tips of hers.
His mouth
dry, he took the glass to his mouth and sipped.
A few drops
fell on his cream sherwani.
To his
shock, he felt her pull out the hanky from the pocket of his sherwani and dab
at his chest.
“K...Khushi...”
he whispered.
She looked
up smiling. “Have you finished?” she asked.
He nodded.
She took
the glass from him and returned it to its place. His eyes followed the movement
of her waist chain as she walked towards him.
“Shall we
change?” she asked.
“Yes,” he
said.
“I have to
remove all these,” she frowned at her jewellery. She went to stand before the
mirror. He watched as she unfastened her necklace and her earrings. Her fingers
fought with her maang-tikka.
“Arnavji,
can you help me? Aaa..” she yelped as her attempt at removing the ornament hurt
her. Her hair had trapped the piece.
His feet
took him towards her. His fingers fought her hair and rescued her ornament from
the strands.
She tried
to find the hook of her waist chain but his eyes and fingers found it before
she could. He removed it, letting it fall to the ground.
“Aap kitne
ache ho,” she breathed, looking in to his face. “Just as I dreamed.”
He
swallowed hard.
“Aap ko
pata he Arnavji, I was scared to agree to the marriage without seeing you,” she
said. “When our families planned a double wedding, I begged Di to ask you to
come to Lucknow and meet me atleast once, but she said that you were too busy,
that it was impossible for you to travel, that you had seen my photo and were
willing to marry me but could not come down before our wedding. I was so
scared, Arnavji, that I didn’t sleep nights. I prayed and prayed before looking
at your photo. Then I met Jiju. He spoke so highly of you and is such a
gentleman that I knew his brother couldn’t be any less...I knew what you were
through him.” Her smile lit up the room. She looked as though she had won the
first prize in some marathon.
ASR stared
at her, speechless. She had listened to Di’s lies and Akash’s hero worship and
decided to marry him?
“Shukriya
for helping me,” she whispered, throwing her arms around him.
He stood as
if turned to stone.
“Buaji said
that I should look after you, take care of you with prem, not fight with you or
get in to any trouble as I usually do in Lucknow. That I am fortunate to get
such a good man as my husband. Arnavji, I promise I will try to be the best
wife on earth. Devi Maiyya ki kasam,” she promised, her arms tight around his
waist, her head against his shoulder.
His arms
hung helplessly by his sides. ASR was too shocked to respond. What had he
gotten himself in to? What had his family pushed Khushi in to after offering
her a spiel of lies?
Section 2
ASR woke up
first. He stared at the wilted flower canopy over his head, recalling
everything that had happened over the last month.
He turned
his head to the left and saw Khushi’s sweet face on the second pillow. She was
sleeping the sleep of the exhausted after the double wedding and the travel. He
sat up to feel a pull on his T-shirt. Her fingers were locked around the hem of
his T-shirt.
He parted
his lips to call her but thought the better of it. Slowly his fingers enclosed
hers and gently prised them off his clothing.
She sighed,
frowned and turned her face away.
Arnav
gently pulled up the blanket to cover her shoulders.
She shifted
restlessly.
He left the
bed and went to freshen up. He then returned and took down the decorations
around the bed. Taking care not to disturb the sleeping beauty, he had a
shower, dressed in formal clothes, took his laptop and files and left for
office. Aman would be waiting for him.
When he
returned from his breakfast meeting, the door of his house was shut. It swung
open even as he lifted his hand to knock.
Hs new
bride stood in the entrance, beaming at him.
“Arnavji, I
woke up and looked for you, but couldn’t find you. Then Di said that you must
have gone to fix some deal. Did you have breakfast?” she asked with a smile.
“Yes,” he
murmured.
“I asked Di
about the pills you need to take,” she informed him, standing aside for him to
enter the house. She shut the door after him and took hold of his hand as she
chattered. “I have kept them on the low table beside your green recliner. Aap
ko pata he humne kya kiya? I attended aarti with Jiji. Then I helped Hari
Prakashji make breakfast. Then I made friends with Laxmiji.”
“Who?” he
asked. Had Di employed a new maid? Or was she some crony of Nani’s?
“Laxmiji,
Naniji’s goat,” she smiled.
ASR felt a
small smile tease his lips.
She walked
up the steps with him.
“Did you
have breakfast?” he asked.
“No, I was
waiting for you,” she smiled, her good humour unimpaired.
“Khushi,”
he sighed. “You don’t have to wait for me. Eat when you are hungry. My hours
are crazy.”
“Your hours
may be totally insane but I am still waiting for you,” she declared, a militant
look in her eyes.
“Khushi,”
he demurred.
“Who else
will wait for you?” she asked.
He had no
reply to give.
“I am your
wife, Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada. It is my right, my haq to wait for you,” she
declared.
He set his
bag on the table by a dish holding his pills.
“Khushi, I
don’t believe in all this crap,” he began. “This fasting, starving, waiting,
praying...all these get on my nerves. Don’t do it for me. Please.”
Khushi
threw her arms around him. With her ear against his heart, she said, “Aap kitne
ache hein! You are so concerned about me.”
ASR stood
with his mouth open, with nothing to say.
Section 3
Payal
served Akash. He smiled at her. Payal blushed and sat down by him.
Nani, Di
and Mami smiled at the sight and then turned their eyes to ASR and Khushi.
His face was closed, his eyes on the plate
before him. Khushi was serving him, but his attention was on his conversation
with Aman on the phone held in his left hand. It could have been HP or JP or OP
for all the attention she was getting from her husband.
Nani
sighed.
She looked at Mami and Di. They had pushed
Khushi in to marrying Arnav. They had blackmailed Arnav in to marrying Khushi.
Had they been really fair to Khushi? It had been one week after the wedding and
her Chotey still looked through his wife. He never spoke to her, never showed a
bit of affection to her. He hadn’t even attended her mukhdikhai although he had
sent Akash home for the event. Poor Khushi, Nani thought, her heart aching.
Suddenly
ASR stood up, leaving his breakfast untouched.
“I need to
go to the office,” he muttered to nobody and shrugged in to his coat.
“Bhai, I
will join you,” Akash said, startled. He stood up, leaving his meal.
“No. Get
there at nine in time for the meeting with the Finance Manager. I will deal
with this,” ASR replied before walking away.
The ladies
watched Khushi running after him to the door with worried eyes.
Out of
their sight, ASR paused. They were at the door.
“I need to
go through a couple of documents before meeting Sharma of Yarns Ltd at ten,” he
muttered.
“Aap
jaayiye,” Khushi smiled. “I will send your breakfast to office. Just promise me
that you will have it,” Khushi held out her hand demanding his word.
ASR smiled
slowly before placing his palm on hers, sealing his promise.
Khushi
walked in to him, hugging him with all her might for no reason at all except
that each time he smiled his rare, slow smile, she felt like hugging him and
inhaling him, absorbing him in to her being till he couldn’t walk away.
ASR’s hand
lifted slowly to her head. He patted her silky hair awkwardly before leaving,
seeing her waving vigorously at him through the rear-view mirror.
ASR smiled.
She would send him more food than a man could eat and then phone him at the
office to make sure that he had eaten his fill.
Khushi
stood watching Arnavji’s car disappear from sight, feeling her heart float with
joy. She was so lucky to have such a good man like Arnavji as her husband. He
was slightly reserved and appeared cold to others, but to her he was kindness
personified. He may lose his temper with his employees and his family, but
never with her. With her he was soft as silk, indulgent, patient. He worked too
hard, hated watching Bollywood films, didn’t know how to crack jokes and relax
with his family...Maybe he didn’t know how to sing and dance like her favourite
phillum heroes, but to her he was the man, her man.
Just the thought of him was enough to bring
glad tears to her eyes. It was not his looks or his wealth or his power that
gladdened her heart.
It was the fact that he had willingly given an
orphan a home in his heart, a place in his life. Her heart clenched in
gratitude and love. After years and years of living in Lucknow as the adopted
daughter of Sasi Gupta, after a childhood of listening to Jiji’s grandmother’s
jibes about being burdened with a homeless, penniless orphan, she now had a
husband of her own, a home of her own, people whom she could claim as her relations...all
because of him, her Arnavji.
She thought
furiously, her hands clutched to her chest in happiness. What could she do for
him in return? Knit a sweater? Rearrange his wardrobe? Buy him clothes? Cook
healthy delicacies for him? How could she show her gratitude and love to him
for marrying her? For wanting to make her a part of his life?
Section 4
ASR filled
a pot with potting mixture, his mind on Khushi. She was like a breath of fresh
air in his house, a butterfly in colourful anarkalis that went flitting from
room to room, chattering nineteen to a dozen. She hadn’t spared even Aman. He
had dropped in with a file and Khushi had talked his ear off while feeding him
poori after poori.
ASR smiled.
“Arnavji,”
Khushi called.
He turned
to look at her. She was striding towards him, a tray with two steaming cups in
her hands. Laxmi..no, Laxmiji was following her, eyeing Khushi’s flying pink
dupatta as her next meal.
“Khushi,
let HP do this,” he said half-heartedly as he had been saying every day for the
past two weeks.
“No, it is
my haq,” she smiled as she set the tray on the small table by the pool.
“Arnavji, what are you planting in these pots?”
“Roses,” he
muttered as he washed up.
She drew in
a deep breath of delight. “Red?” she asked, an eager light in her eyes.
“No,
white,” he said to tease her. She loved colours. The brighter, the more garish
they were, the more she loved them. Her flourescent anarkalis hurt his eyes and
his sensibilities as the owner of a fashion firm on most days, but he hadn’t
felt like asking her to opt for pastel shades. Somehow bright colours and
Khushi went together.
Her face
fell for a moment before she perked up. “Rang nahi he to kya hua, they will
smell sweet,” she consoled herself.
ASR looked
at her with wondering eyes. What was she made of, this girl who saw everything
in a positive light?
“Arnavji,
two friends of Mamiji are coming to tea this evening,” she informed him.
“Acha?” he
muttered as he sipped the hot cardamom tea that she made for him with her own
hands. Must be a couple of witches Mami befriended on a regular basis at her
kitty parties, he thought.
“I promised
Mamiji that I will make jalebi for them,” Khushi said, dragging her chair
closer to his.
“Khushi,
there are a dozen maids here. They can do it. Or Mami can buy them. You don’t
have to do this,” ASR tried to make his eyes stern.
Khushi
pouted. “But I want to, Arnavji. And I will make sugar-free jalebis for you.”
ASR looked
down in to his empty cup. He was relishing being the centre of her universe, the
pivot around which her entire day revolved. It was a dangerous feeling, he
knew. It wouldn’t last, he knew. Love or what passed as love, died, leaving
behind devastated families and helpless children. And with Khushi, it was not
love but a mixture of duty and social expectation. He seriously doubted if she
had any idea of romance or a physical relationship between a man and a woman.
She had taken their platonic relationship as normal and had no complaints about
any aspect of their life together.
She took
the cup from his hand and placed it on the tray.
“Arnavji,
Di is planning a satsang tomorrow evening. Will you return early from office?”
she asked.
His eyes
widened in horror. Another prayer?
“No,” he
said shortly.
Khushi
giggled.
He looked
at her in surprise. He had expected tears and pouts.
“Your
face...your look when I asked you to attend the satsang...” she clutched her
tummy laughing.
He had to
look away to hide a smile.
She cupped
his face with a loving hand. “If you don’t want to attend it, don’t, Arnavji.
From what Di told me, the house will be overrun with ladies tomorrow evening.
You will find it difficult to work in peace. You stay in office. I will call
you and let you know when it is over.”
He looked
at her with surprised eyes. He was unused to being given the space to breathe,
relieved that Khushi had not made nagging him her hobby as his Di had.
She called
him when the satsang finished and he drove back to a home that was thankfully
free of his Nani’s and Mami’s friends.
As he
finished changing in to casual wear, Khushi came in to the room.
“Arnavji,
prasad,” she said, holding a spoon of kheer to his lips.
He parted
his lips and let her feed him.
“Is it
good?” she asked. “I made it for you.”
“Very
good,” he murmured, a small smile blooming on his lips at her expectant look.
Khushi
smiled, her face lighting up as though she had won the Nobel Prize for
Happiness.
She threw
her arms around him and hugged him.
Arnav drew
in a deep breath. He was getting too fond of being hugged by her for no reason,
looking forward to having her soft body in his arms.
Section 5
“Khushi,
get me the black file from the wardrobe?’ he asked.
Khushi
walked to the wardrobe on happy feet and slid the door open. She took the black
file out. Beneath it was a gift-wrapped package.
“Arnavji,
there is a packet here,” she said slowly.
“Really?”
he asked.
She lifted
it.
Khushi
Arnav Singh Raizada was written on it.
“Arnavji,
my name is written on it,” she whispered in wonder.
“Then it
must be for you,” he said in pretended nonchalance.
She
returned to him with the file and the packet. She placed the file on his table
by the laptop and sat on the carpet at his feet, the packet on her lap.
He looked
at her.
She was
staring at the gift, her fingers tracing her name scrawled on its bright cover.
“Aren’t you
going to open it?” he asked.
Khushi
blinked away her tears and nodded.
She
carefully unwrapped it and sat looking at the rich, red saree she unearthed,
her fingers trembling. Tears filled her eyes and slowly trailed down her
cheeks.
“Khushi?”
He was shocked. Why was she crying because he had given her a saree? Weren’t
husbands permitted to buy their wives clothes? Maybe she hated it...
“It is
beautiful,” she choked, wiping away her tears.
“Then why
the hell are you crying?” he asked, frowning.
“Because I
like it too much,” she smiled through her tears.
ASR looked
at her with confused eyes.
She laughed
and setting the sari on the bed, got up and hugged him thoroughly, whispering
her thanks against his heart.
Section 6
Boxes of
expensive bangles and other jewellery were opened and placed before the
Raizadas by Motilalji, their favourite jeweller.
Nani, Mami,
Anjali, Payal and Khushi exclaimed over the pieces, Mami picking the heaviest
of them and trying them on.
ASR sat
nearby working on his laptop.
“Khushiji,
try this,” Di handed over a couple of gold bangles studded with diamonds and
their matching necklace and maang-tikka.
Khushi
slipped them on. The ladies oohed and aahed over them, stealing glances at an
ASR who kept his eyes on his laptop after one look at the bangles. Khushi would
never take them, he knew. White diamonds were too colourless for her. He hid a
smile as he heard his family trying to push her to choose them.
“Chotey,
doesn’t this look good on Khushiji?” Anjali asked, trying to bring him closer
to his wife.
He looked
at Khushi’s hand, a bored expression in his eyes. There was no need for him to
speak.
Anjali
looked helplessly at Nani & Mami.
ASR saw
Khushi’s hands move towards another jewellery set. He glanced at it. Rubies and
emeralds. His eyes danced behind the cover of his lashes.
“Khushiji,
try these,” Anjali said, pushing more diamond jewellery towards her.
“What about
these?” Nani moved boxes of heavy gold and white gold jewellery closer to
Khushi.
He sat
waiting.
After ten minutes of deliberation, Khushi
slowly lifted two sets and looked at him. One was the rubies & emeralds
one. The other was a white gold and diamonds set picked by Di.
He looked
at the rubies and emeralds set and nodded, making sure that the others weren’t
watching him.
A big smile bloomed on her face. “I will take
this, Nani,” she smiled, handing over the one he had picked.
“Chotey,
look at Khushiji’s choice,” Anjali tried again. “Do you like it?”
He spared a
cursory glance at the piece he had secretly approved for purchase. “It is her
choice. She is the one wearing it, not me,” he said shortly.
The ladies
frowned at him.
All except Khushi who was holding his
selection to her heart and smiling.
Section 7
“Arnavji, I
want to fast tomorrow,” she declared one day, three months after their wedding.
He frowned.
“It is
Teej, our first Teej,” she said.
“Khushi...”
he sighed.
“Arnavji,
Di, Jiji and Mamiji are fasting for their husbands and I want to do the same,”
she pleaded.
Why did she
have to starve for him? But how could he deny her anything? “Do what you like,”
he muttered.
“Arnavji,
can you return home early tomorrow? You have to break my fast in the evening,”
she said.
He nodded.
“Shukriya,
shukriya,” she chanted, hugging the life out of him. He put his arms around her
and patted her back, breathing in her jasmine fragrance.
She would
be starving the whole day. What if he couldn’t get home on time?
He called
Aman a few minutes later after making sure that Khushi had left the room.
“I won’t be
coming to the office tomorrow. I will be working from home. Send me the
Singhania files,” he said.
“I will
bring them over, Sir. It is Teej tomorrow. Bhabiji’s first Teej. She will be
happy that you are at home,” Aman said smiling.
ASR
swallowed hard. His reputation as a cold-hearted, cold-blooded leech and
taskmaster was going to suffer the more his employees came to know Khushi.
“Send it
with Mohan,” he instructed.
“Yes, Sir.
Please convey my regards to Bhabhji,” Aman smiled.
Khushi had
never visited his office. He had never invited her, never taken her there, not
wanting to mix his private and professional lives. But Aman had met her at
home; his drivers knew her for the kind soul she was. One or two employees who
had tried to contact him at home had spoken to her. She was becoming an
indispensable part of his life.
He smiled
slowly.
“Khushiji,”
Anjali began, feeling very uncomfortable about what she was going to ask.
Khushi
looked up from her hands. Mamiji was drawing designs on her palms with mehendi.
Payal had gone to the kitchen for a glass of water.
“Chotey...He
takes care of everything, doesn’t he?” Anjali asked.
Nani and Mami cocked their
ears to hear her reply.
“Ji,”
Khushi smiled. Arnavji was an intensely private man and she did not think he
would enjoy her discussing him at length with others, not even his family.
“He..he
does not shout, does he?” his sister asked.
Khushi
thought about Arnavji scolding Laxmiji for eating some plant of his, of him
being coldly critical of some employee over the phone, of his fury as some
employee failed to meet the deadlines or submitted substandard work.
“Sometimes,”
Khushi replied honestly, not realising that Anjali was asking about her
husband’s attitude towards her.
“Woh...Khushiji,
Chotey...I mean...why don’t you suggest that he takes you for a honeymoon?”
Anjali asked.
Khushi
frowned.
How could
she ask Arnavji to take time off his work, especially as if they were going on
a honeymoon, Akashji and Mamaji too would be accompanying them? Who would look
after the office? And was it safe to leave the house unattended as the whole
family went on a holiday?
“Arnavji
may not like it,” Khushi said thoughtfully.
The ladies
stared at her with pity and pain in their eyes.
Three months had passed since their wedding.
Akash and Payal were openly happy. But what about the other pair that had married with them? What was the relationship between Chotey and Khushiji? Had
Chotey got over his anger at being tricked in to marriage? Was their
relationship platonic or had Chotey committed himself to Khushiji?
They had no
answers.
ASR worked
in his room on Teej, leaving Khushi to join the Raizada ladies and other guests
in the living room that had been decorated for the festival.
She popped
her head in to the room. “Arnavji, do you need anything?” she asked.
ASR hid his
smile. “No. I am good. As good as I was five minutes back when you asked me,”
he drawled.
She
giggled, her laughter sounding like a wind chime.
His eyes
twinkled though his lips remained straight.
“Aap khul
ke hasiye na?” she exhorted him. “How can you laugh with your eyes alone?” she
marvelled at his feat.
He looked
down at his laptop.
“I am sorry
for disturbing you, Arnavji. It is just that I am so happy you are here all
day,” she confessed.
“Go down
and pester the hell out of Nani, Mami and Di,” he suggested evenly.
“I will. I
promise.” Khushi left the room chuckling.
He let
himself smile, amused at her antics.
Section 8
“Bhai, it
is time for the pooja,” Akash came to summon him.
ASR saved his
work and got up to accompany Akash to the living room. The men walked down to
join the ladies.
ASR almost
tripped. Khushi was wearing the red sari he had gifted her along with the
jewels he had purchased for her from Motilalji. She looked beautiful, more
beautiful than on their wedding night if that was possible.
He was in
his jacket, shirt and trousers, his regular formal clothes while working at
home. He should have changed, he thought, kicking himself in his mind. Akash
was wearing a cream kurta as befitting the occasion. Arnav looked at Khushi.
Would she mind?
Khushi
smiled at Arnav. She was so happy that he was with her and mice were gnawing on
her guts to worry about his clothes.
He nodded
slightly in acknowledgement.
Akash blushed when Payal stole a look at him.
The pooja
began.
ASR watched
his Mami do Mama’s aarti and bend to touch his feet. Mama then gave Mami a sip
of water and a bite from the sweet on her thali.
ASR watched
Akash and Payal go through the motions.
Then it was
his turn. ASR stood still, his face expressionless as Khushi did his aarti. The
joy on her face was a sight to behold.
As she bent to touch his feet, he moved
back.
The Raizada
ladies tensed. Did he hate Khushiji still?
Khushi’s
eyes asked him a question. She moved closer to him. He moved back again, his
eyes telling her that he would not tolerate her touching his feet.
Khushi
smiled, shaking her head. He was so concerned about her, so considerate. Happy
tears filled her eyes as he gave her a sip of water.
The Raizada
ladies looked at the tears in Khushi’s eyes and cursed themselves for having
thrown this lamb in to the lion’s den.
Arnav knew
she was starving. So he took a full jalebi and shoved it in to her mouth
instead of breaking it in to smaller pieces.
Khushi
choked with laughter and the jalebi, knowing very well that he hated to think
of her being hungry.
The
Raizadas clutched their hearts at their Chotey’s cruelty. How could he insult
Khushiji like this before the entire neighbourhood?
As they
watched, Khushi swayed. They gasped. But before she could fall, ASR’s arms held
her.
“Khushi,”
he growled.
She opened
her eyes and looked at him. His face was not clear in her vision, but she knew
his touch, his voice, the concern lacing his growl.
“How many
times did I ask you not to fast?” he bit out, worry for her making his tone
harsh.
“I am fine,
Arnavji,” she tried to smile at him so as not to worry him.
He lifted
her and took her to Nani’s room and laid her gently on the bed. All the
Raizadas crowded around her.
ASR called
the doctor and then asked HP to supply Khushi with food and water, his tone
conveying his fury that she had endangered her health to pray for him.
ASR walked
about near the door, frowning, his fists clenched, impatiently waiting for the
doctor.
“Bhai,
please don’t be angry with Khushiji,” Akash tried to save the poor girl from
what he thought was ASR’s wrath.
ASR’s eyes
silenced his brother.
HP led the
doctor in. Arnav and Akash stood with their family outside Nani’s room, letting
the lady doctor examine his wife.
Payal stayed by Khushi’s side.
The doctor
called the family in.
“Who is
Payal’s husband?” she asked smiling.
“I am,”
Akash said nervously.
“Congrats.
You are going to be a father,” she said.
Akash fell
to the ground in a dead faint.
After they
revived him and hugged everyone they could find, the Raizadas looked eagerly
towards Khushi.
“How is
Khushi?” ASR asked, his brows meeting in a frown.
“Ijj she
pregnant too?” Mami asked eagerly.
Khushi
paled. Her timid eyes met her husband’s disconcerted ones.
“No,” the
doctor said. “Her sugar levels are low. She will be perfect once she has some
food.”
After all
left the room, ASR marched over to the bed and gathered Khushi in his arms.
“Arnavji,”
she whispered.
“It is like
a madhouse in here. You rest in our room,” he ordered but in a soft voice.
The
Raizadas watched ASR carry his wife up the stairs to his room, his face dark,
his eyes stormy.
Section 9
Why should i see this update just 5 minutes before the bell rings and my students come to my class? I try to keep calm until u reach home. Love you Smita!
ReplyDeleteI reach home of course not "u" hahahahA
ReplyDeleteWow Smita. Loved this OS. My heart goes out to Khushi. She is such a sweetheart and only seeing good in ASR. Can't wait for the next update.
ReplyDeleteSuch a beautiful story. Love the way Arnav& Khushi understand each other. And how Khushi shields him from others.
ReplyDeleteWhat if she comes to know about his bitter conception of marriage and about the fact that this so called bond between them was nothing but concession for him, to begin with. How heart-broken is she going to be.
ReplyDeleteAnd I just wish that he comes to know that this innocent girl doesn’t have any monumental expectations from this bond. That she is just on orphan who is desperately trying to find the one person who can be her anchor, her own haven which she will always have at the end of a weary day.
Her purity and selfless love have already begun to melt his extremely guarded heart. Loved how his genuine concern is misconstrued as wrath by the Raizada clan... :-D.
It won't be long before he plants red roses in his garden. In fact roses of all hues, but white. I will be waiting eagerly for that day to dawn.
Actually I have the same concerns too. Hopefully, he is not going to break her heart!
DeleteAt this point in time, I don't see him hurting her intentionally. He is already falling for her, neck deep. !! I just hope she doesn't chance upon the bitter truth herself. But then we also know that the famed 'Harvard-returned-shaatir' dimaag gets seized by anger and tends to lose its shatirness.
DeleteHowever, bhy phear bhen Smita ijj here. Heartwa pe handwa rakhke bolo "aall ijj well " :-D
aall ijj well ! aall ijj well! I'm going to keep saying this until the next update.
DeleteHahahaha yes, as long as she is the one who decides where to take us, there is no worries :-)
DeleteBolo means tell or say, right? Even though I don't know Hindi but I got the whole meanings, I guess :-) I was telling to my 9th grade students today that when I speak in French, I try to use cognates so you just need to grab those cognates in order to understand what I am saying. I do the same with Hindi since I have watched IPKKND. Thanks to our dear Smita, my Hindi is improving :-)
aall ijj well..aall ijj well..ha..ha..
DeleteI absolutely loved it! Our beautiful khushi is so sweet, generous, and positive. I am very delighted to see her happy with her so called husband. The photos are as always great. One, two, three more days for the new update, right? Please don't keep us waiting dear Smita!
ReplyDeleteTonight!!!!
DeleteI am waiting impatiently :-)
DeleteWow! Love the beginning. You've captured the very essence of Khushi - such a pure, innocent and positive. A real doll. No wonder we love her. My heart is going dhak dhak. I really hope ASR understands the real khushi and doesn't hurt her. He won't, right? Very underhanded of Mami, Nani and Di. Love your writing as always. When is the next update?
ReplyDeleteRead it once again. Your stories are so addictive. Their tentative steps towards understanding one another is so touching.The rest of the world doesn't but each knows what the other's action means. Truly the foundation of a solid marriage. Khushi's feelings about finding a place for herself - very poignant. My nerves are stretched to breaking point. Please take pity on me and let me know when the next update is.
ReplyDeleteTonight, my dear! So glad you are enjoying this tale.
Deletearnav is melting too. khushi is steadily growing in his life. u have such lovely stories to tell smita
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ReplyDeleteso he didnt wanna marry
but now that he has he doesnt wanna be away from her either
ahhh damn man
that woman sure ruined things
all was well right
arhi were getting along
better than they all hoped
just cause he doesnt show it dont mean he doesnt care for her
really does it matter that khushi isnt pregnant
its not some competition right
who will be pregnant first
damn his family
am mad at them
how could they force him
and lie to her
good thing he does care for her
even though they all think he doesnt
awww he is starting to care
but yes their physical distance hasnt lessened
as if he would do that to you khushi
ek baar arnav commit karr le naa
then nothing can move him
no matter who it is
true he doesnt love her yet
but i know he is falling
well he must be
he cares for her
feels worried for her
didnt like it she didnt call him when they went for movie
considering she tells him anything and everything
she is perfect for him
and so is he
only thing missing would be they dont communicate that much
and thats why he doesnt know that khushi isnt payal real sister
but as if that will make a difference
wish she would ask him about that lady she saw him with
arnav i think its time for you to know whats cooking in your wife mind
damn she think she is unwanted
now that aint true is it
wow what now
she wants to leave him
and am sure he wont want that
well he got her parents to come to her
instead of going to them
well they better clear their mu
all of them
hmmmm this is gonna be fun for sure
well not fun but wont be easy for sure
lord hope all works well
even khushi can be only that optimistic
hmmm he freezes mabe not for same reason as she is thinking
well if only we knew what was going on in his mind
that would help
maybe he will say it
lets see shall we
omg sorry sorry i have missed on such a beautiful story !!
ReplyDeletemasters as well as a diploma leaves very less ME time :(
but not to worry i m catching up on all the juicy updates now...loving what i have read soo far :D
WHEN ARE YOU GONNA FINISH IT?
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