Link to my new short story: Taking Care of You
“I thought I was dreaming when I first saw you," he said.
“How did you know it was me?” she asked. “I could have been anybody. A thief even.”
He smiled wearily. “I don’t know many thieves who would look at me with anxious eyes and then cry because I was sick,” he mumbled.
Is it possible for love to bloom, sight unseen? Juhi and Abhay are strangers who know each other better than they know themselves. One night changes the equation and the even tenor of their lives and puts all their doubts and fears to rest.
“I thought I was dreaming when I first saw you," he said.
“How did you know it was me?” she asked. “I could have been anybody. A thief even.”
He smiled wearily. “I don’t know many thieves who would look at me with anxious eyes and then cry because I was sick,” he mumbled.
Is it possible for love to bloom, sight unseen? Juhi and Abhay are strangers who know each other better than they know themselves. One night changes the equation and the even tenor of their lives and puts all their doubts and fears to rest.
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Link to my first e-novel; A Home for Meenakshi
http://pothi.com/pothi/book/ebook-smita-ramachandran-home-meenakshi
"I love the way you love, Meenu," he whispered, his eyes on hers. "Such loyalty, such passion..."
Meenakshi Sharma, an orphan, lives in Varanasi with her uncle, a chronic bachelor who wants her to become a professional musician. She unwillingly relocates to Delhi to study under a renowned musician for eight months. Staying for rent in the outhouse of the Agrawals, she meets Aditya Agrawal, an attractive young man brooding over the memories of his horrendous past. Pulled between her uncle's expectations of her and Aditya's love for her, Meenakshi struggles with her feelings. How can she disappoint her uncle who had devoted his entire life to her upbringing? How can she pretend to be blind to Aditya's feelings for her? A romance that moves between the alleys of the holy city of Varanasi and the modern city of Delhi.
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Part 15
“Arnavji, I
am going to Preetho’s sangeet,” Khushi announced over the phone.
“Really?”
came the reply. “What are you wearing?”
She
frowned. Why was he asking about her clothes? “A peach lehenga and golden
blouse,” she explained. “The dupatta is peach with golden peacock design.”
“Is the
choli long or short?” he asked.
“The
choli?” she asked in confusion. “Short. Why?”
“How short?
Can I see your waist through the dupatta?” he asked, his voice husky.
Khushi
blushed. “You are besharam, behaya!” she exclaimed.
“Haq he
mera,” he claimed. “Pati jo hun tumhara.”
“Arnavji,
you...” she was lost for words.
“Khushi,
don’t forget to wear sindoor,” he reminded her. “And don’t let the dupatta hide
your mangalsutra. I want everyone there to know that you are married to me.”
Khushi
burst out laughing. “Shall I write your name on my forehead?” she asked.
“Yes,” he
agreed with alacrity.
“Aap bhi
na!” she teased. “The hall will be filled with uncles and aunts and kids I have
known all my life. I am sure all of them were present at our wedding,” she
laughed.
“Good,” he
heaved a sigh of relief.
***
“How was
the sangeet?” he asked.
Khushi
yawned. “Fun,” she replied. “We danced to London Thumakda, Chunari Chunari...”
she yawned again.
Arnav
smiled.
“When you
come to Shantivan, Khushi, I am going to make you dance. Just for me. In your
peach lehenga and choli, but without the dupatta,” he murmured.
“Awww,” she
covered her open mouth with her hand. “You are so shameless, Arnavji!” she
exclaimed in astonishment.
“Abhi pata
chala? After we have been married for two months?” he asked, a smile in his
voice. “That is soooooo bad, Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada!”
Khushi
pouted. “How could I know what you really were? You were so distant!”
“Distant?
Me?” Arnav asked outraged. “Who was it who wanted to sleep with Di every night?
Who ran away to Lucknow?”
“Me,” she
admitted in a low voice, penitent.
Arnav
melted. “It is alright, Khushi. We have a full lifetime to know each other,” he
comforted her.
“Ji,” she
smiled, the smile distorted by a yawn.
Arnav
smiled. “Go to sleep, my dancing queen,” he said softly.
Khushi
slipped into bed, holding the phone to her ear.
“Arnavji,
phone mat rakhiye,” she requested.
“No, I
won’t,” he promised, a smile on his lips as he settled his head comfortably on
her pillow.
“Are you in
bed?” she asked.
“Yes,” he
replied. “I am using your pillow,” he said in a low voice. “It makes me feel
you are here with me.”
Khushi
sighed. “I thought you wanted a wife who wouldn’t nag you, disturb you. That’s
why I stayed away from you,” she confessed.
“I had no
idea what marriage entailed, Khushi, when I nodded my agreement to marry you.
That was stupid, Khushi, dangerously so. Even more awful was describing my
expectations from marriage to you. You must have been shocked?” he asked,
anxious.
“Disappointed,”
Khushi admitted. “I thought—I thought maybe...”
“Maybe?” he
asked, feeling like he had inadvertently hurt a puppy.
“Maybe I
would—no, it doesn’t matter. It is ingratitude to want more,” she concluded.
“Ingratitude?”
he frowned. “Khushi, talk to me.”
“It is
nothing, Arnavji,” she shrugged. “Just a thought that passed through my head.
That’s all.”
“Khushi,
what did I tell you about our marriage? You can tell me anything. I can tell
you anything,” he said softly, shutting his eyes in self-disgust.
“It is not
important,” Khushi said slowly. “Just that—I hoped that when I married, I would
find someone who would want to—want to be a family with me. Matlab, my husband
would be really related to me, bound to me. It wouldn’t be charity or kindness.
It would be a real bond...bas yahi tha. It is nothing.”
Arnav
couldn’t find a reply to her simple words.
“Today was
nice, Arnavji,” she moved on without waiting for a reply. “All were happy at
the sangeet. Vikas and his parents came to join Preetho and her family. They
look very nice together, Arnavji, very happy. They were talking and laughing.
The ladies were teasing her saying that she looked eager to be leaving us and
going to Vikas’ house,” she said smiling, her eyes shut.
Arnav
swallowed. How had Khushi felt on their wedding day, marrying an unseen stranger
for her sister and moving away to Delhi?
“I felt sad
for a moment, thinking of Preetho leaving us. Then Buaji reminded me that I
will be in Delhi anyway. So what is the use of keeping Preetho here?” Khushi
chuckled.
Arnav
smiled slightly.
“We are
lucky, Arnavji,” she said softly, her words slurred due to sleep. “Lucky to be
alive, lucky to be together. I am lucky it was you. Had it been another man,
maybe I...” her voice trailed away.
He had to
blink to clear his eyes.
“Go to
sleep, Khushi,” he said hoarsely. “Tomorrow is mehendi, right.”
“Ji,” she
replied, half-asleep. “Shubh ratri.”
“Good
night,” he wished.
Part 16
“How was
mehendi, Khushi?” he asked with a smile.
HP stole a
look at Arnav’s smiling face as he placed dinner on the low table.
“Nice,
Arnavji. My hands, arms and legs are covered with the design. The ladies sang
and teased Preetho,” Khushi said smiling. “By the time she gets to Vikas’
house, if the ladies have their way, she will resemble a tomato. A very ripe
one. Her cheeks were so red,” she chuckled, remembering her friend’s fate.
Arnav lay
back on his recliner, his face relaxed, an amused smile stretching his lips.
HP smiled
secretly as he left the room. Arnav bhaiyya would eat dinner tonight, he
thought.
***
“Arnav
bhaiyya,” Mohan spoke as he parked Arnav’s car before his office.
Arnav
looked at him in enquiry.
“When
should I go to Lucknow to bring back Khushi bhabhi?” he asked timidly.
Arnav
opened his mouth to reply that he had to go on Sunday, but thought better of
it. A long moment later he said, “I will let you know.”
“Ji,” Mohan
replied.
***
Khushi
combed her hair, lost in dreams.
What would he
do if Arnavji were in the room with her? Would he take the brush from her hand
and comb her hair for her? Would he drop a kiss on her ear, sending her earring
moving?
She
blushed.
She had
lived with him in one room for two months. But she had learned more about the
man her husband was after leaving him in Delhi and coming to Lucknow.
He was no
staid businessman. Yes, he was staid at times and a businessman always, she
corrected herself. Lekin he was more than that. She blushed again.
He was
naughty, devilishly so.
But you are
no less, Khushi, she taunted herself. You like it when he tells you wicked
things, threatens to hug and kiss you...
“Khushi,
kya hua?” Payal asked. “Your face is pink. Did you go out in the sun?”
“No, Jiji,”
Khushi mumbled. “I am fine.”
“Do you
want my kadda, Titliya?” Buaji asked. “It will take care of all your illnesses,
Nandkisore.”
“No, buaji,”
Khushi replied sedately.
There was
no kadda that could obliterate the effect of Arnavji and his roguish tongue
from her heart, she thought.
***
“Chotey,
when will Payaliya and Khussi bitiya return?” Nani asked impatiently, pushing
away her plate. “The house seems empty without them.”
Mami
chuckled. “Both of them are gaay, cowzzz. Both silent, doing work chupke
chupke. But when they are not here, it feels ajeeb ajeeb,” she agreed.
“Poor Amma,
babuji and buaji,” Anjali pouted. “How sad they must have felt when they
married off both daughters at the same time.”
Arnav bit
back a smile. It was time to scare Nani. “But I thought you said that the
Guptas insisted on getting both Payal and Khushi married off at the same time?”
he asked, painting a frown on his face to agitate his family.
Nani
gasped. Mami jumped. Anjali stared at him, all flustered.
“Chotey,”
Anjali stammered, recovering first from the blow.
Arnav
looked at her, appearing mildly confused. Akash looked at the two parties with
mild curiosity.
“Yes, yes,
they did,” Nani mumbled.
“They
wanted to marry off the two girlswaa, Arnav bitwaa,” Mami tried to save the
situation. “But parents he to bura to lagega, kyon Saasuma?”
“Yes,” Nani
tried her hand at firefighting. “Any parent with two girls to marry off will be
eager to conduct the ceremonies together, want them to marry into the same
house, Chotey and be happy together. Isme kono aashcharya ki baat nahi he.”
Arnav
looked at them as though he were not fully convinced.
The Raizada
ladies held their breath, looking anxious and terrified.
He decided
to put them out of misery. He shrugged and said, “Alright.”
The ladies
heaved a collective sigh of relief that
sent the petals of the flowers in the vase on the table fluttering.
Arnav bent
his head to hide his enjoyment of the situation. If only Khushi were here with
him, he thought with a pang as he usually did a thousand times every day. She
would enjoy the humour of the incident.
“When will
Mohanji go to get Payalji and Khushiji?” Anjali asked Arnav.
“Sunday,”
Arnav replied.
“Will you
inform him or should I, bhai?” Akash asked.
“I will,”
Arnav replied.
***
On Saturday
night, Khushi and Payal returned from the party at Preetho’s house. Payal shut
the door, sighing wearily.
“How was
the function?” Amma asked with a smile.
“Nice,
amma,” Payal replied. “But the house was too crowded. There was no place to
stand.”
“But
Preetho was happy to see all of us,” Khushi said. “She began crying and saying
her goodbyes. She stopped only when her mother reminded her that her bidai was
yet to happen,” she chuckled.
All
laughed.
Buaji
asked, “Titliya, when will Arnav bitwaa send the car for you and Payaliya?”
“Tomorrow,
buaji,” Khushi smiled.
“Look at
the happy smile on her face!” Buaji laughed. “She is eager to leave us and go
to her preetam.”
Amma and
babuji smiled.
Khushi
flushed, realising the truth of buaji’s words.
“I will
pack the sweets and pickles I made for you and the Raizadas,” Garima said,
moving to the kitchen.
“Don’t
forget the sarees and suits we bought for Devyaniji and the others, Nandkisore,”
Buaji reminded her.
“Haan,
Jiji,” Garima muttered.
“I will go
and change, amma,” Khushi said as she walked up the steps, her hands holding up
the hem of her yellow lehenga.
“Why is
Akashji not picking up his phone?” Payal frowned as she sat in the living room
and tried his number.
There was a
knock on the door.
“Kaun he, Nandkisore?”
Buaji asked from the kitchen. “Payaliya, see who it is.”
Frowning at
the phone, Payal went to open the door only to stand shell-shocked to see Akash
and her jetji standing at the entrance. Their car was parked in the courtyard.
“Akashhhhji?”
Payal stuttered. “Arnavji?” Joy warred with shock on her face.
“Kaun he,
Payaliya? Is it Preetho’s mother?” Amma asked.
“Amma,
buaji,” Payal called unsteadily. “Arnavji and Akashji have come.” She stood
back to let the men enter the house.
Akash
quickly put his arm around her shoulders and hugged her to him. Payal wanted to
hug him tight and weep, but she desisted exerting great willpower.
Amma,
babuji and buaji came rushing to greet their damadjis.
“Arnav
babua, Akash bitwaa, kaisen ho?” Babuji asked.
The boys
touched his feet. Arnav said, “We are fine. We—we thought it might be safer to
take Payal and Khushi with us rather than make them travel alone with Mohan.”
Only a slight flush betrayed his discomfiture.
Akash’s
eyes glittered with gratitude to his bhai who had refused to let an eager Mohan
take up this pleasurable duty and had insisted that he and Akash do the
honours.
Babuji
opened his mouth to ask how Payal, Khushi and Mohan travelling together in
Arnav’s car could be considered travelling ‘alone’, but was nudged into silence
by buaji.
“Yes, Nandkisore,”
Buaji replied. “Our damadjis are perfectly right. Zamana kharab he. It is
better that the girls return with you.”
“Shall I
serve dinner, bitwa?” Amma asked.
“No, Amma,”
Akash replied. “We had dinner on the way.”
“You must
be tired, Nandkisore,” Buaji said. “Payaliya, take Akash bitwaa to your late
dadi’s bedroom on the ground floor. I will bring the pillows and blankets in a
moment.”
“Yes,
buaji,” Payal murmured as she led Akash away.
“Arnav
bitwaa, Khussi is in her room upstairs. Just go up the steps, Nandkisore. It is
the third door on the right,” Buaji said.
Arnav
nodded and he climbed the stairs to her room, his bag in hand, his heart eager
for a glimpse of his wife.
Arnav found
the room with little difficulty. The door was open and Khushi was seated before
the mirror removing her jewellery.
Sensing
movement near the door, Khushi called, “Jiji?” as she unpinned the dupatta.
Arnav
entered the room, placed his bag on the floor and shut and locked the door.
Khushi
turned her head to look at him and gasped. The dupatta fell from her hands. She
stood up on trembling legs, an ethereal fairy in a yellow chiffon lehenga and
choli with a gold and silver border.
“Khushi,”
Arnav whispered, his eyes running gladly over her delicious form and beautiful
face, his heart galloping in his chest at finally breathing the same air as his
wife.
Slowly
Khushi put one foot before the other and moved towards him, as though not sure
he was not a figment of her imagination.
He held out
a hand.
She ran
towards him, crashing into him, throwing her arms around his shoulders and neck,
weeping and wailing. “Arnavji, you came—I was waiting—why didn’t you tell me?”
“Khushi, I
was going crazy without you,” he confessed.
“Me too,”
she whispered, her lips moving against the taut lines of his neck.
“I love
you, Khushi,” he admitted easily as though he had been saying it since birth.
Khushi
sobbed uncontrollably for a moment, her body moving convulsively against his.
Her arms tightened around him and she breathed, “I love you too, Arnavji. I don’t
want to stay away from you ever again.”
“I won’t
let you, Khushi.” It was a promise. His arms locked her to him, his fingers
touching the bare skin of her back revealed by the low neck of her choli and
the dori.
She moved
closer, her leg between his, her fingers clutching his back to pull him closer
into her.
Arnav lowered
his head to place a kiss on her forehead.
She
reciprocated, lifting herself on her toes to press her lips to his forehead.
He kissed
her left cheek. She responded by caressing his lean cheek with her lips.
“You have
lost weight,” she complained.
“I have become
a devdas in your love,” he muttered against her right cheek.
Khushi
chuckled against his right cheek even as fresh tears coursed down her cheeks.
He kissed away her tears and slowly moved to her lips.
She threw all caution to the winds and
set out to learn how to kiss. She mimicked him, sucking and licking his lips as
he did hers.
Both of
them shuddered with desire.
Her fingers in his hair pulled his head down for more
kisses.
His hands clutched her bare waist and ran up her back to play with her
dori and the hook of her choli.
“Arnavji,”
she invited him to ravish her, her body squirming against him for closer
contact, her desperate fingers clutching his back.
His trembling
fingers obediently pulled her dori.
She
shuddered in relief.
The dori
fell open, letting the neck of her choli gape.
Khushi
fumbled with the buttons of his jacket. His fingers joined hers to undo them.
He shrugged out of the offending article of clothing.
Her fingers
then attacked his thin white cotton shirt. The buttons popped and fell
somewhere on the floor. Her fingers stole into his shirt and touched his bare,
hot, silky skin, running all over his chest eagerly.
“Khushi,”
he gasped.
Khushi’s
only reply was to press a hard kiss on his heart.
His lips
kissed her neck and he bit gently.
She moaned,
“Arnavji...”
His name
had never sounded sweeter, hotter...
His tongue
laved the slight bite. She shivered and her nails bit into his skin through his
white shirt.
His lips
moved down from her neck to pastures new as Khushi gasped and panted his name
again and again.
***
Arnav
opened bleary eyes to see the sun shining brightly through the window.
Where was
he?
He looked
around. Khushi...she was asleep, her sweet face on his pillow, her lush hair
covering her bare shoulders. The rest of her was under the blanket.
He smiled,
his eyes tender and aglow with love.
A knock
sounded on the door.
He sat up
and looked around for his clothes. He grabbed his trousers and picked up his
shirt. It was missing three buttons. He smiled wickedly.
“Arnav
bitwaa?” Buaji called. “Khussi?”
“Just a
minute, buaji,” Arnav replied before unzipping his bag and shrugging into a
white t-shirt and his pants.
He opened
the door, careful to hide Khushi from buaji’s eyes.
“Bitwaa,
here is your chai,” buaji said smiling.
“Thank you,
buaji,” Arnav took the tray from her hands.
“Hasn’t
Titliya woken up yet, Nandkisore?” buaji asked.
“Err—no,
she is still asleep,” he replied, trying to look as innocent as possible as
though he hadn’t kept her up all night.
Buaji hit
her forehead with her hand. “Hai Re Nandkisore!” she exclaimed. “Still asleep? It
is eight already. Doesn’t she want to attend Preetho’s shaadi at ten?”
“I will
wake her up, buaji,” he promised earnestly.
“Haan,
bitwaa,” buaji smiled at him. “Come down when you are ready for breakfast. We
have made halwa poori.”
“Yes,
buaji,” he replied obediently.
He waited
till buaji walked away before shutting the door.
He then placed the tray on a
small table by the bed and sat down by a dozing Khushi.
He smiled.
She was so
beautiful. Gorgeous when dressed and even more gorgeous when undressed. His
eyes twinkled. A tigress who had demanded his lovemaking as though she could
not get enough of him. But that was in the darkness of the night and under the
influence of the terrible week-long separation. How would she react when she
woke up?
He wanted
to know.
He had to look into her eyes as the realisation of everything that had
gone on all night dawned on her. Would she be shy? Or would she take it in her
stride?
He ran a gentle finger down her cheek.
“Arnavji,”
she mumbled as she settled more comfortably in bed, rubbing her face against
the pillow.
“Khushi,”
he called softly.
Her lashes
fluttered and she opened her eyes to see him looking down at her, his eyes
soft, loving.
She smiled
at him. “You are really here,” she sighed in happiness, still half-asleep.
He smiled,
waiting.
She
stretched her arms, only to still as the soft fabric rubbed against her naked
body.
Her wide
eyes looked at him, as if asking him if everything she remembered of last night
had really happened. A pink colour spread across her face and neck.
“Yes,” he
said softly, his lips quirking.
“Good,” she
smiled, heaving a sigh of relief even though the flush on her cheeks had no
intention of dying down. She would have been very disappointed if it had all been a dream!
Arnav
looked away to hide his amusement.
Her eyes
fell on the tray.
“Tea,” she
cried. She sat up, clutching the covers to her chest. “Arnavji, will you turn
your head away? I will get out of bed,” she explained.
Arnav
asked, a wicked twinkle in his eyes, “Why? Don’t tell me you are shy, Khushi. I
won’t believe you after the way you ripped the shirt from my body last night.”
Khushi
blushed. “I didn’t exactly rip it, Arnavji. I just...” her excuse died away.
“You did
too. Three of my buttons are missing,” he claimed, his eyes dancing.
Her blush
intensified. “Woh..will you turn your head away?” she begged.
“Alright,”
Arnav turned his head away.
Khushi
waddled modestly to the bathroom, dragging the heavy covers along with her.
Then she put her head out. “Arnavji, don’t peep,” she pleaded.
“I won’t,”
he promised, shutting his eyes.
Khushi came
out in a towel and gathered fresh clothes. She darted back into the bathroom, shut
the door and then yelled, “Now you can look, Arnavji.”
Arnav bit
back his smile as he saw the covers heaped outside the bathroom. He carried
them back to bed and straightened the room and their bed.
Khushi
emerged in a pink Paithani saree with a peacock design on the pallu, her wet hair
wrapped in a towel.
His breath
stopped somewhere in his chest.
“You are
beautiful, Khushi,” he whispered.
Her face
became as pink as her saree.
He tweaked
her nose before walking into the bathroom with his toiletries.
The
bathroom was fragrant, filled with Khushi’s special scent. The satisfied smile
remained on his face as he showered.
He emerged
from the bathroom with just a towel around his waist.
Khushi felt
her heart pounding as he crossed the room to pull out a cream kurta pyjama and
underclothes from his bag.
‘What will he do if I tug at his towel?’ Khushi’s naughty mind wondered. She stared at his
image in the mirror. ‘Will he remove the towel now?’ she wondered hopefully.







